~ Well it's done.. I go back to work ~

It is official, I start work on March 8th for Coinamatic as a collection agent/credit guru...

It is going to be hard to go back to a 9 to 5 environment after staying home for the past 18 months. Yes, I know, my health had to do something with me staying home but still. I will miss meeting the girls are the bus stop in the afternoon...

Anyways, had a great ~Mom & Daughter Day~ with mom yesterday. We went shopping for a Washer because mine, blew up... yippeeee we get it on Sunday. And on a great note, the girls, my mom & I are going to Lac Beauport, (Quebec City) for a few days for March break... Mom thought I would need it....We will visit my aunts and cousins with their brood. And we will go skating on Lac Beauport...And go and visit the Ice Hotel in Quebec City...Can't wait, we leave on Monday morning and may be back by Thursday.

On this I have to go and finish my laundry at Lori's so........Be good

~ Mid-week (almost) point ~

Well, yes talking about your problems it a good time. One very tired mind doesn't work very well. A fresh mind is always better. Thanks Mom... Tu es la meilleure

A week or so ago I registered at a placement agency. I NEED A JOB BADLY. Well after only a couple of days, it looks like I have one... Everything is done, they are just waiting for the police report... I hope they don't discover that I have a dark side.. hi hi hi

Anyways, I am doing a bit better everyday. I just need to BREATHE...

On this coooollll evening.......Be Good

~ Never knew it would be this hard ~

When you start NOT sleeping, NOT thinking straight, NOT wanting to talk, you know you have a problem.

I was always told that there is always a solution to whatever problem. Yes, that is true. Unfortunately in my case, the solution was rejected and brings me back to hell.

On a happier note....I have my health :(

~ Looky at a new surfer ~

The girls had a Ped.. day yesterday so we want and spent it with my ~ Mom ~ and brought her my brother's old laptop. I gave her some lessons and left her with 4 pages of notes on how to ... everything basic. She is so funny, she never typed in her life and like a child, she is learning.

We had a great day just hanging around. Yummy lunch and diner.

Anyways, I am off to a job interview so..........Be Good

~ I once was lost and now I am found ~

Ok for those of you that don't know these words... They are from "Amazing Grace", one of my favorite hymn/song. When you listen to the words, they actually get inside your skin and stir up your soul.

Well I am not in a good place and it's been a quite a while. I am feeling pulled down and down and can't seem to get out of it.

I chatted with an old friend today and he, again, put a smile on my face. It has been a long time since I giggled out loud. Thanks Buddy, you are very special to me.. Keep being my friend

Anyways, I will check in my bed now and hope for a better tomorrow so..........Be Good