~ Just writing to relieve pain ~

My life sucks. Don't get me wrong. I love my kids but I feel like such a failure these days. I had a bad time at Christmas. This house is filled with so much stress and anger. I am realizing that when a friend in need IS NOT a friend indeed. And that goes for family too... They see right past you. It sucks.

I also should of been there for a friend from church, who like me, has been battling depression for a while. I saw her just before Christmas but didn't catch on. She took her life this past week. I feel like I should of listened or called her.

Anyways, life sucks........Sorry