OK I am soooo confused..

I had my appointment with the surgeon yesterday. He is a sweetheart and a great person. His thinking is very on the ball and straight forward. You basically know about all the medical problems I have had since November... well it all started with my conclusion that I needed help losing weight ~ Surgically ~.

Well he wants me to see a gastric surgeon before he operates. which won't be before the fall. He feels that I can't loose weight on my own and KEEP IT OFF... Who Am I kidding...I can't even loose 5 pounds on my own... I am sooooo confused.

I am trying to keep my mind off of this. I am looking for web design sites with FREE graphics.... anyone know where I need to look... I really appreciate it..

On this Jeudi soir, have a nice tv night and ..........Be good