Pitty Party.... yea I am allowed

Its Sunday Morning and I feel like poo poo. My stomach is getting bigger. I am in constant pain. I am loosing SO much hair. I am gaining some weight back. I feel very alone and discouraged. But you know what, I don't care and I am allowed. I feel like a failure these days. I have put out my hand for friends to hang to and it has been refused. Boy that is a hard one. I feel helpless and depressed. It doesn't help that I keep forgetting my meds....

Around me is caos and I don't care. So here didn't his little story cheer you up.....

Happy Sunday